Words Not Enough

I wish I could tell,

I wish I could spell,

what I always feel,

life is real and not always beautiful as reel.

What a turmoil goes inside me,

time will come and time will flee,

feelings will always stay,

can't keep my emotions at bay.

I need to express,

don't want to suppress,

words are not always enough,

they won't flow through my hands but stay like a lough.

Wish I could sing ,wish I could just ping

wish I could paint what I meant,

words are after all tools we just gather,

what I feel and what I am is all that should matter.

Let me feel free to explain,

all my joys and pain,

everything true and nothing foul,

just see through my eyes and soul.

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